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Tafseer of Al-Fatiha.

Assalamualaikum, readers.  We are currently going through a pandemic crisis of Covid-19. The whole world is currently affected by this and I pray this will be over soon. Today, I would like to share a Tafseer class that I attended with Liyana Musfirah Network last month online. Due to current situation, all classes gotta be online. Zoom to be exact. I love ZOOM. Lets get to it!  Before reading the Quran, we can recite this dua.  Oh Allah increase my desire for the Quran, and make it a light for my sight and a cure for my heart. Oh Allah beautify my words that i speak with the Quran, and decorate my appearance with it’s beauty (Quran) and perfect my voice with it, and increase my body in strength with it. and bless us with rizq, and bless us to submit to you throughout day and night. and resurrect us back on the day of judgement with your beloved Prophet Muhammad Peace and blessing be Upon him and prayers to him and his beloved family. Al-Fatiha 1. What is Sura
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2 Years.

assalamualaikum, readers :) 2019 is coming to an end and this is my second post of the year. A lot of happen this year but this post is for me. Happy 2nd Anniversary, DCIS! I have never feel an immense love towards a job before despite people telling me that I am underpaid or the management sucks. I repeat this one last time, I went through worst and this job meant so much to me because I asked this job when I was in Mecca.   I poured my heart crying asking for it because I needed this job badly so how can I not be grateful towards HIM?  Happy 2nd to me and my job!  Greater challenges this year. Half term but it felt like a year. I am not complaining just saying that this year is tougher and it will get tougher. I am enjoying it but there are days, it left me dry and exhausted. I am trying not to have favourites for the kids but this one kid tested my patience every single day. I totally need to expel the urge of finding fault or getting triggered by his little antics
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Dear Nenek Bibi.

assalamualaikum, readers.  I am sure you've heard the recent natural disasters that happened and also, prior to that, I have friends who lost their loved ones and I have been sending my love and condolences to them. Losing the people we love and when it repeatedly happen, we have to keep coming to terms that they are no longer here on this earth. No longer that figure that we see often at home or during gatherings/hari raya. I lost mine in the midst of having Terminal 2 rehearsals and she was someone that I looked forward to meet when I went to Batam. Every single time I saw her and had conversation with her, my heart just swells with lots of love and happiness. Whenever we parted ways, she always say, "datang selalu, kenal saudara nanti kita dah takde, dah terlambat. Doa untuk nenek ye, jadi kita boleh jumpa lagi. " and that, left just words. I looked up to her because she always on her zikir count. Wherever she was, she always zikir. She never forgets Allah at
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2019 soon.

assalamualaikum, readers. in 2018, I've achieved so much and a lot of firsts too but no abs, still. HAHAHA. let's go through 2018, the good times. January 2018: 1. First time going to Bangkok with family.  2. Introduction to Backpacking with The Tudung Traveller Academy February 2018: 3. Supporting my Intro friends for their music event; Evolusi Muzika 4. First time going on a school trip with the kids. (Kota Tinggi Rainforest, Malaysia) 5. Post-Production for Cinta Mawar  6. Met my all time favourite girl crush: Ustazah Liyana 7. Watched CPR(now, BMP) last show before they changed their name 8. Finally, met Kak Huda at her son's first birthday party with Nanee  9. Bid farewell to Fitriah and had lunch with her and my colleagues. March 2018: 10. Adik's POP 11. Nabilah got married to Hambali.  12. KL trip with Nadia  13. Muhammad Abisali Arshaq was born.  April 2018: 14. First proper solo trip to Hong Kong, also, first t
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Positive To Negative Real Quick.

assalamualaikum, readers. :) Aida Azlin asked in the Sisterhood FB, my biggest lesson this year so far. And I said that, "I learnt that the dua you made at a certain point in life which you really wanted at that point of time, does not need to be answered immediately because Allah has better plans for you in the future. And to get to the things you wanted or even better, you will have to go through his tests and he will reward you greatly. And this year is the year that almost of my dua has been answered. Alhamdulilah for all the blessings he gave me. "  This year was so good that I did not mange to write them down. Allah gave me a job that I fell in love with. I got 2 upcoming school trips. I got to be involved in Introspeksi 2018 again but as a crew which often people overlooked. But it is important as it is. I tried Netball again, a sport I left for 11 years because of aurat. I assist the kids in Netball ECA. Do you know how happy I was? To rekindle love again for
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1 Year.

assalamualaikum, readers. :) This 6 september will be one year of me being a teacher assistant. I enjoyed this job greatly. Alhamdulilah, I can finally say that I found the job that I love and will like to continue to embark on.  And, this is a Letter To Myself. Dear Zu, Happy 1 year of milestones whether it was mine or the kids. Happy 1 year of experiences that include school trip with the kids to Rainforest Kota Tinggi. Happy 1 Year of putting kids to sleep when they are insecure during the trip.  Happy 1 Year of exploring new things. Happy 1 Year of making new friends and building more friendships. Happy 1 Year to your newfound love, YOGA. Happy 1 Year of still committing to it even though, you have your lazy days. Happy 1 Year of learning new routines and behaviours with my kids. Happy 1 Year of staying still despite the bad days and salary difference. Happy 1 Year of juggling in between your theatre trainings and mentally/physically exhausted day at work, yet you are st
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Twenty-Six.

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assalamualaikum, readers :) twenty six. this year is my year. Maybe it is too soon to say that because it is only June. But.....Alhamdulilah, alhamdulilah, so many good things happen this year. The dua that I've made when I was at my lowest times, got answered this year. I am thankful for that. Super thankful.  Firstly, I fell in love with my job, being a Teacher Assistant on this special needs path even though, it made me exhausted some days but it made me happy. Secondly, I finally had my solo trip to Hong Kong came true. It wasn't that scary maybe because HK was similar like SG but I was glad that I did that. Thirdly, I went on a volunteer trip in the month of Ramdhan and made new friends. This shall be my beginning for volunteer trips. To more of that! Fourthly, to be part of Big Mouth Production. :P  soooooo just now, I had a phone call conversation with my bonda. She made a prayer and said, "Ya, allah, please let me see my grand children or please let me
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