álainn hijabi: SZulaikha

assalamualaikum, readers(:  I know I should have updated this but school has just started and I am still adjusting with everything. Lets put that aside now. In case you are wondering, I went to Jakarta, Puncak and Bandung for 1 week from 4 April to 10 April. It was a bittersweet trip for me as I was home sick as it was my first time going for a trip without any of my family members. Yeahh, I went with two of my ITE friends and one of their parents came along. I won't tell you whats the bitter part of the trip, just the sweet moments, okay? Pictures featured will not be from Facebook or maybe I've uploaded it at FB already okay? First Day(4 April)  The hotel we stayed for the first and second day at Jakarta; Smart Hotel. *that is just the wallpaper, okay?* Places I Went: Jakarta Stayed at Smart Hotel at Thamrin Tham...

assalamualaikum, readers(:  We can see changes everywhere right? People, environment, love, relationship, everywhere and everything. Feelings too. I realized something nowadays. When my friend is crying/sad, I was supposed to feel sad and all or even sympathized at least with her but instead, I stood there and be indifferent. I cannot register what I was feeling. It was as if it was me who is sad but,yeah. I even had the urge to laugh. What is wrong with me?  Is this even normal? People around me said I was heartless. I wasn't. Or prolly I was? What happens to my emotions? Is this even part of growing up? Was I supposed to feel this way? Some people said I change so much. What in the world? I don't even know or maybe I know but I am in denial myself.  Oh well, prolly, I can do is to pray to Allah. On a brighter note, I am leaving to Jakarta in a few hours time.  Hehehe, yes, I will come back with pretty pictures. Till then, people, toodles. xx ...