álainn hijabi: SZulaikha

In life, we need a little break from everything, even it was just only for a short while.  assalamualaikum, readers(:  Last Saturday, I went for my first short getaway to JB or Jaybeee(slang la konon) with my friends without my parents and I went there by public transport thus meeting up with Atikah as she was driving. Met up with Ezzaty at woodlands, took 903 to woodlands custom and a bus again, you know the yellow bus to the Malaysia Custom just for $0.80. Cheaaaaaaaaaap rights? And then, waited for Atikah. Her car is damn cuteee la and I was amazed by her driving skills. Boleh tahan minah ni. hahaha.  Our first stop was The Rebung Spa at Danga City Mall, the highest level. I love to go to spa because of the ambience and environment. However, on that day, we just took the massage package as our bodies were aching badly. Ezzaty and I shared a room while Atikah was on her own. It was a 1 hour massage and I had to fall asleep, I snored somemore. So embar...

Kadang-kadang, apa yang terjadi, ada hikmahnya.// Sometimes whatever happens, there is always a reason behind it.  assalamualaikum, readers(: Ramadhan Mubarak to all my fellow muslim brothers and sisters.In this holy month, I hope you will be in a good state of mind and health. I know we just started fasting and I am happy that I am able to meet Ramadhan again. Alhamdulilah.  I told myself this. I have to change for the better in order to be a good muslimah. I want to change and I have to berusaha, kan? Alhamdulilah, so far, good things happened to me. And I thank Allah for everything. I realised I was too busy looking for love for a man when the fact I am still not perfect yet. I know no one is perfect except for Allah s.w.t. Saya masih perlu belajar. Saya perlu bersedia dari hujung rambut dan hujung kaki.  I cared so much for little things because I believed it made me happy even spending time with my loved ones.  It mean so much to me. Friends...

I did take a risk but I let it go too fast.  I gave a chance but I was busy listing out his bad side rather  than a good side. Left him hanging without saying goodbye.  Delete whatsapp and you know when that person makes me uncomfortable, I can feel it but I don't explain it to him what made me  uncomfortable. When I looked through the text messages,  I felt.... horrible.  Why I did not take time to know him? Why was I rushing? Last time, little things do not matter to me at all. When now, it matters, the other party does not take note.  in fact, they overlooked it and thus, making me feel upset.  because I treasured the little things and he don't .  I can teach him to appreciate them but why I gave up so fast? I can take other risks but why not this one? Why?? Is allah telling me that he is not the one? I am not sureee. On repeaaat~  LYRICS: She hides inside all day and sl...