álainn hijabi: SZulaikha

In life, we need a little break from everything, even it was just only for a short while.  assalamualaikum, readers(:  Last Saturday, I went for my first short getaway to JB or Jaybeee(slang la konon) with my friends without my parents and I went there by public transport thus meeting up with Atikah as she was driving. Met up with Ezzaty at woodlands, took 903 to woodlands custom and a bus again, you know the yellow bus to the Malaysia Custom just for $0.80. Cheaaaaaaaaaap rights? And then, waited for Atikah. Her car is damn cuteee la and I was amazed by her driving skills. Boleh tahan minah ni. hahaha.  Our first stop was The Rebung Spa at Danga City Mall, the highest level. I love to go to spa because of the ambience and environment. However, on that day, we just took the massage package as our bodies were aching badly. Ezzaty and I shared a room while Atikah was on her own. It was a 1 hour massage and I had to fall asleep, I snored somemore. So embar...

Kadang-kadang, apa yang terjadi, ada hikmahnya.// Sometimes whatever happens, there is always a reason behind it.  assalamualaikum, readers(: Ramadhan Mubarak to all my fellow muslim brothers and sisters.In this holy month, I hope you will be in a good state of mind and health. I know we just started fasting and I am happy that I am able to meet Ramadhan again. Alhamdulilah.  I told myself this. I have to change for the better in order to be a good muslimah. I want to change and I have to berusaha, kan? Alhamdulilah, so far, good things happened to me. And I thank Allah for everything. I realised I was too busy looking for love for a man when the fact I am still not perfect yet. I know no one is perfect except for Allah s.w.t. Saya masih perlu belajar. Saya perlu bersedia dari hujung rambut dan hujung kaki.  I cared so much for little things because I believed it made me happy even spending time with my loved ones.  It mean so much to me. Friends...

I did take a risk but I let it go too fast.  I gave a chance but I was busy listing out his bad side rather  than a good side. Left him hanging without saying goodbye.  Delete whatsapp and you know when that person makes me uncomfortable, I can feel it but I don't explain it to him what made me  uncomfortable. When I looked through the text messages,  I felt.... horrible.  Why I did not take time to know him? Why was I rushing? Last time, little things do not matter to me at all. When now, it matters, the other party does not take note.  in fact, they overlooked it and thus, making me feel upset.  because I treasured the little things and he don't .  I can teach him to appreciate them but why I gave up so fast? I can take other risks but why not this one? Why?? Is allah telling me that he is not the one? I am not sureee. On repeaaat~  LYRICS: She hides inside all day and sl...

Meeting new friends, new bond made,  learnt new things & new adventure unlocked.  assalamualaikum, readers. I know I mentioned in previous post that I dread going to camps especially on my birthday. Well, guess what?? It wasn't that bad afterall. It was awkward when I first be part of group 2. You don't know anyone there and my two other friends were in separate groups. The camp was held at Pasir Ris Water Venture and as usual there were trainers too from the MindPower Innovations. Handsome trainers, ooooooh, yeahhh~ I will just breakdown what I did for the 4 days 3 nights.  Day 1:  Workshops conducted by Student Affairs & TRCC.  Games & Team Building Packed Dinner Day 2: Kayaking From Pasir Ris to Punggol (Sea Expedition) Field Cooking Campfire Preparations Day 3: Trail (Land Expedition) Campfire Barbecue Time Sleep in Tents Day 4: Telematch Prize Giving  Photos Time  Farewell You know w...

I don't like flowers except for daisies.  I began to love daisies since I was 20. Last year.  A little too late for the love of daisies.  A little too early for 21st birthday post because I will be in camp when I turned 21. I thought I will be doing something different this year but seriously, a camp on 21st??? Decision is made and I cannot go back on my words. I have no choice but to enjoy that rights? So here is a letter to myself. 21st on 4th June. Dear Siti Zulaikha,  For the past 21 years, You've never expected anything from anyone. If that person gives you something, you will accept. If not, okay. Bukan rezeki kata orang. Alhamdulilah, you have a lot of nikmat that Allah gave it to you. Celebrate your birthday overseas. Checked! Had birthday parties. Checked! Masih ada orang yang ingat hari jadi tu dah kira okay la. Tidak perlu majlis besar-besaran, cukup sekadar diingati. Awak harus  bersyukur. Tetapi, kalau ada nak buat besar-besar...

assalamualaikum, readers!  Alhamdulilah, its been almost 5 weeks now ever since new semester starts & the break is here again for 3 weeks. Well, I intend to work and earn money so that I can shop for new formal pants and skirts but thinking the fact I have to do things again and again, repeating the whole same thing again, bores me. Oh well, I just have to remind myself about the shopping list. Maju terus!  If you've been following me on twitter/instagram, you will know that my parents and brother have just came back from umrah and also, you will know that Amir came to visit the day before their departure. Amir is my nephew who loves to sleep. Well, kata babies kan? Apa je la, Zulaikha ni. hahahaha.  &also, momentum and MCG welcome tea party. Things are going well for now. Alhamdulilah. Here are the pictures.  Momentum 2013 It was awesome since I love watching different dances that was performed that night.  Some was super goo...

"Setiap permulaan pasti akan ada akhirnya." "Every beginning, there are always the ending." assalamualaikum, readers(: Been busy with the competition and yeah, it was a debate competition that I've never thought that I would be part of it. I don't even know why I said yes when Atikah asked me whether I want to join debate or not and its in Malay  The last time I talked in proper Malay when I had my Malay Oral last time. A very long time indeed. heh!  I swear debate is scary thing. Now, I know why debate can make you cry and feel like peeing at the same time. It was a horrible kind of feeling especially when it was already your turn and you will be like, "cepatnyer aku nyer turn." Hahaha. Same old line for me. Hahaha but I am proud of my teams and myself too because we improved. Konon dah get the idea already la tu. The rule of debate is simple: Never agree on what the opposition team said even they are true, don't agree with it, in...