álainn hijabi: SZulaikha

assalamualaikum, readers(:  I know I promised you the eid post, it's in my draft, waiting for my friend to upload the pictures which I think she will upload it after exam. Soon, okayy?  Well, I just like blogging today. Things happen. A lot of things, family, school, friends and ... men. Or should I say guys? I don't know honestly. They said "wait, your turn will come." But, waiting is suffering, it is painful. My dad said the same thing too. Family? I don't know. I thought they would understand. But they did not. They questioned every single thing about my parents thus if you read my tweets, the angry ones, its all about them. Sometimes I ask myself, why do I care so much? Why do I even bother to care about them? Respect and I miss the happy times. I guess you can never get it back.  I don't want to bother anyone about my problems and thus, I am always smiling and laughing. Making people happy is much better even though I am hurting inside. O...

Day 1 Eid: Shawl: Shops at Geyalang Bazaar. Baju Kurung: Tailor-Made Wedges: Heatwave Clutch: *forgot* Day 2 Eid: Shawl, Top & Bottom: Gift. Heels: Moda Paolo Bag: Sembonia (Mom's)  Day 12 Eid: Shawl: Tanah Abang Top & Bottom: Gift from My Aunt.  Heels: Moda Paolo Bag: Sembonia(Mom's) assalamualaikum, readers(:  how was your eid so far? still go for raya visiting or not? Well, I am still visiting.  hehe, well, hari raya is 1 month rights? (:  Will update again about this one whole month soon, okay?  Don't eat too much and have too much gassy drinks okay? (:   Stay tune and happy visiting!

I am still looking and I've never given up for once but I got tired, really tired, all I just want it to be magically appear.  assalamualaikum, readers(:  August is hereeee. And ramadhan is ending super fast this year and I missed a lot of terawih too. I am trying my best to keep up with it while it is still here. I hope your ramadhan will be better than beforeee. (: Well, insha'allah, with a good state of health, we will meet Ramadhan again.! How was your July?? My July was awesomeeee even till the last bits of it. I did a freelance job which I always do whenever they needed me and the pay may not be much but I am happy. Some may know about it, some may not. I worked with Siti Delights as a kitchen helper or promoter(events at expo only). It was a recommendation through my slernger's sister who is the assistant chef there, Fifa. Since it is going to be Hari Raya Season, of course, it will a busy month of Ramadhan to complete all the orders made by the cu...

In life, we need a little break from everything, even it was just only for a short while.  assalamualaikum, readers(:  Last Saturday, I went for my first short getaway to JB or Jaybeee(slang la konon) with my friends without my parents and I went there by public transport thus meeting up with Atikah as she was driving. Met up with Ezzaty at woodlands, took 903 to woodlands custom and a bus again, you know the yellow bus to the Malaysia Custom just for $0.80. Cheaaaaaaaaaap rights? And then, waited for Atikah. Her car is damn cuteee la and I was amazed by her driving skills. Boleh tahan minah ni. hahaha.  Our first stop was The Rebung Spa at Danga City Mall, the highest level. I love to go to spa because of the ambience and environment. However, on that day, we just took the massage package as our bodies were aching badly. Ezzaty and I shared a room while Atikah was on her own. It was a 1 hour massage and I had to fall asleep, I snored somemore. So embar...

Kadang-kadang, apa yang terjadi, ada hikmahnya.// Sometimes whatever happens, there is always a reason behind it.  assalamualaikum, readers(: Ramadhan Mubarak to all my fellow muslim brothers and sisters.In this holy month, I hope you will be in a good state of mind and health. I know we just started fasting and I am happy that I am able to meet Ramadhan again. Alhamdulilah.  I told myself this. I have to change for the better in order to be a good muslimah. I want to change and I have to berusaha, kan? Alhamdulilah, so far, good things happened to me. And I thank Allah for everything. I realised I was too busy looking for love for a man when the fact I am still not perfect yet. I know no one is perfect except for Allah s.w.t. Saya masih perlu belajar. Saya perlu bersedia dari hujung rambut dan hujung kaki.  I cared so much for little things because I believed it made me happy even spending time with my loved ones.  It mean so much to me. Friends...

I did take a risk but I let it go too fast.  I gave a chance but I was busy listing out his bad side rather  than a good side. Left him hanging without saying goodbye.  Delete whatsapp and you know when that person makes me uncomfortable, I can feel it but I don't explain it to him what made me  uncomfortable. When I looked through the text messages,  I felt.... horrible.  Why I did not take time to know him? Why was I rushing? Last time, little things do not matter to me at all. When now, it matters, the other party does not take note.  in fact, they overlooked it and thus, making me feel upset.  because I treasured the little things and he don't .  I can teach him to appreciate them but why I gave up so fast? I can take other risks but why not this one? Why?? Is allah telling me that he is not the one? I am not sureee. On repeaaat~  LYRICS: She hides inside all day and sl...

Meeting new friends, new bond made,  learnt new things & new adventure unlocked.  assalamualaikum, readers. I know I mentioned in previous post that I dread going to camps especially on my birthday. Well, guess what?? It wasn't that bad afterall. It was awkward when I first be part of group 2. You don't know anyone there and my two other friends were in separate groups. The camp was held at Pasir Ris Water Venture and as usual there were trainers too from the MindPower Innovations. Handsome trainers, ooooooh, yeahhh~ I will just breakdown what I did for the 4 days 3 nights.  Day 1:  Workshops conducted by Student Affairs & TRCC.  Games & Team Building Packed Dinner Day 2: Kayaking From Pasir Ris to Punggol (Sea Expedition) Field Cooking Campfire Preparations Day 3: Trail (Land Expedition) Campfire Barbecue Time Sleep in Tents Day 4: Telematch Prize Giving  Photos Time  Farewell You know w...