álainn hijabi: SZulaikha

assalamualaikum, readers (:  How do you cope with the feelings of missing someone greatly but he isn't there anymore? How do you cope with the feelings of longing when the person isn't there anymore? I want to forget him but the thought of him and then, remembering him how he makes me happy and makes an effort in everything he does in order to show me that I can trust him. It has been over. Long ago. 2 years or a year? I don't know but it felt that it was over so long ago. I used to keep our conversations, screenshot them and read it when I miss him. But, I deleted them cause it was unhealthy. Why am I looking at the conversations when he isn''t missing me? Why am I still clinging on to the hope that he will come back for me one day? I love pick up lines. I really do. And, he will make an effort for that and he will send me texts like "are you awakeee? I bet you look like an angel when you wake up." Instantly, it made me smile even though, I didn...

assalamualaikum, readers.  Before this, I wanted so many relationship goals but when I went to umrah, I've seen many relationship goals, halal ones. For example, when we are doing the tawaf, the wife is allowed to hold on to the husband's ihram because cannot hold hands or any other body parts, batal air sembahyang. Another one, when you are about to have dinner, and your husband reminds you to baca doa first before eating, it is just so cuteee. HAHAHA.  Even though, I am single now and I believe Allah created us in pairs so I decided to type a letter for my future husband. When I get married one day, I will tell him about this. HEHEHE. (Doakan!) Dear Future Husband, Probably I've met you somewhere but I couldn't remember. Probably we are friends or just strangers, I don't know. Either which I am glad I met you and marry you. So much I wished that you will look like my favourite actor(s), you are much better than them. Yes, them! HAHAHA. You make ...

Gentle Bones - Settle Down(Acoustic) Take me out of this phase, I'm reaching a point I can't even erase all of the memories now, please let me loose somehow You're driving me crazy but all I can do is just put up a smile it's going to take me a while for now But how do I heal my soul cos it feels so old But would you, Settle Down, Settle Down, With me now and Forever Settle Down, Settle Down, With me now and Forever I've been taken aback by the coldness I've got from you tell me is it true that I've been nothing at all But I hold you tight and have a walk in that park we've loved, but the conversation is dry oh my god i'm trying to keep you in love But baby come back come back to me Would you, Settle Down, Settle Down, With me now and Forever Settle Down, Settle Down, With me now and Forever Would you love me, would you Read more: Gentle Bones - Settle Down Lyrics | ...

assalamualaikum, readers(: Last Friday, I got something off the list! I was toying with the idea of it. I wanted to go with my bestfriend, Raihana, but she does not fancy this kind of rides. HAHAHA. Lucky me,  a good friend of mine, Syahirah, told me about places that she wanted to go. And G-Max was one of them. We got it off the list last friday(6 March)!  Plus, my intention is to let Syahirah enjoy before her first day of work today so practically, if that makes her happy, YAY! Before I tell you my experience for G-Max Reverse Bungy, we go one by one okay from the beginning we had lunch and till, G-Max.  Here goes~ Before G-Max, we went for lunch at StudioCafe. It was recently opened by 4 Suria artistes. Syahirah had been wanting to go there so okay, we went there. It was located at Toa Payoh. Instead of taking train to Toa Payoh, you may alight at Caldecott and take 235 bus and alight after Jackson Square. Either which train station you chose to alight...

assalamualaikum, readers(:  I cried for every time I lose someone along the way.  I am so sensitive when it comes to heart issues.  I get so annoyed when every time someone comes for a period of time Especially when I needed someone, left. "Am I not worth it?" "Am I that vulnerable that you were taken aback?" "Am I someone who you think that can handle all of this things on my own?" Someone told me this, "Just leave them hanging. Don't need to give explanation to them.  They don't care."  You know what, that someone left me too.  Words can be so motivating and comforting through text from a stranger.  But, it will be meaningful if they said in person because it is much more convincing. At least, I would believe it. At that moment. Even there is no effort.  I need to see effort. They made an effort but in the end, once they got you. They stopped trying. We are not even in relationship yet. Reason be...

assalamualaikum, readers(: I have a soft spot for fun fairs. It was my happy place. When I was a little girl, my parents always bring me and my brother to fun fairs. Back then, the fun fairs always with pasar malam. They are like a combo, in a pair, always.  Weekends are always family days and usually, weekends got pasar malam. Ayah will always say," Let's go to pasar malam!" My brother and I always get excited over the fact we were going to fun fairs. Because of bumper cars. At that point of time, we are not at the age where we can go for other rides because we were too young. So, the only thing we can ride are bumper cars, pirate ship, bouncing castle and roller-coaster(for me!) because of my height. I remember the feeling when I was on the roller-coaster. It was pure happiness, Genuine one. I was happy. Very happy. The reason why I am still in love with roller-coasters!  As for bumpers cars, I always end up crying. HAHAHA. Cause, I always drive til...

assalamualaikum, readers(:  January just passed. Here comes February. Fast kan? Soon, I will be unofficially done with poly life. uh-huh. unofficially. because I have one repeat module. have to pass that, mann. Tak sabar nak over with poly. I am doing well with everything I do now. Alhamdullilah. (:  Final exams are going to be here soon and I have yet to prepare any of them. Prolly next week. To squeeze time for revision. Week 15 is unofficially done. I am left with one more on Monday and it is study break before exam starts the following week.  As usual, in RP, once week 15 is here, the standard routine will be facilitators will buy pizza for the whole class. I guess when you are in year 3, you will get tired of it and kind of accept anything, whatever they gave us. HAHAHA. As for my class, since chinese new year is coming, we bought Lo Hei for our facilitators on Thursday & Friday class because they were our favourite.  Of course after eve...