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Photo Credits: Tumblr R E A D I N G Momen2 MatLuthfi. This is MatLuthfi's second book. His first book is called," Catatan MatLuthfi". MatLuthfi is a Malaysian youtuber. And I watched his videos all the time and he cracked me up every single time. Even his books make me laugh but yet, there are messages behind each page. Here is a short description of him: Mat Luthfi whose full name is Muhammad Luthfi Bin Rohime is a vlogger from Malaysia. He was born in Kedah, Malaysia. His youtube channel was nominated as the top 10 popular you tubers in Malaysia in 2012.  Awards that he had won: 1. Shout Aloud Award 2012 2. Shout Aloud Award 2013 3. Anugerah Bintang Paling Popular Berita Harian 2013 - Goodreads Favourite Page from Momen2 MatLuthfi: "How can you like someone who you barely know? If you judge me based on the videos then your judgement is absolutely wrong and totally distorted. You don't even know, not half, not even a quarter of me....

assalamualaikum, readers! been too dusty for so long, ayee! Because I am too lazy to writeee. Sorry! hehe! Well, exam is over now. Just waiting for results, searching for full time jobs and just some catching up with friends/cousins. Since my paper is the start of the exam week, i got it done and over with in just a day so bayangkan the rest of the days without anything to do? plus, my current part time job is like you ask for 15 days to work but in the end, I got 3 days instead kind of job. I know I should be grateful but it is not healthy for my financial status. you get what I mean, kan? yes, in order to be in "healthy" status, I need a full time job. furthermore, ezlink is not student anymore instead, it went into "adult" fare last tuesday. okay, sorry for letting you read the chunks of my current life situation. let me bring you back to last, last, Saturdaaaaay! Before I talked about the tea party, let me tell you about The Shawl Label (TSL). I ...

assalamualaikum, readers! Can you believe it again? I am going to take the final exam. The third time now. Thus, study week this week, and my exam is on monday and I am done. Pray for me okay?  Back to the topic! It is small. You know one person and their friends can be your colleague, your primary/secondary school friend, someone you used to date, your exes and so forth. This happened recently.  I got two things to share with you. First thing is when back then, when I just trying out okcupid, I went on a date with a man. A man who I find rude and he is still the same. That one flaw of him that got me an excuse not to contact him anymore. 4 years down the road, he is in a relationship with my current working colleague. I was shocked. No, she does not know and does not need to know that fact. They are in love and I am happy for them.  Another thing is just 30 minutes ago, I was scrolling my instagram and saw a picture of a lady who got engaged just now. I ...

assalamualaikum, readers. This is something personal but I need to let it out. The thing  I am talking about is a house the one I stayed over in Perth from when I was young till now. It is not something haunted, no worries. It is one of my biggest assets in my life that I valued the most. No, I am not rich to the extent till I own a property but it is kind of a place that I always stay whenever I am in Perth. Oh anyways, I am not rich with money yet but I am rich with love. HAHAHA.  Back to my story. I literally grew up in that house. My playground will be the laundry hanger at the backyard which actually turns round and round. I will hold on to it and keep on going round and round. The one who will pushed and carried me up was my late grandad, arwah uncle saide's father-in-law.  I am going to miss every inch of the house. Especially the porch, the narrow pathway in the house, the living room with my favourite chairs that automatically make me feel warm and I...

assalamualaikum, readers(:  Heartbreaks. Confirm you all bored of this again and again right? Just this time round okay? 2016, will be just a new page and new things I learn or places I went. These days, I am the heartbreaker one. I refused to let any man in. Their enthusiasm in knowing me does not interest me anymore. My excuse is busy. Honestly, I am afraid. To take that one step. I cannot imagine myself being in a relationship after so many years being single. I am afraid that my heart cannot take any more heartbreaks, cheating and whatnot. I am afraid if I cannot be that awesome girlfriend. I am afraid that when problems arise, I will be running away or he left me. I am afraid to go through another day missing them. When I am in love, I will be that hopelessly in love. Or are we all are??? Dated a few times and then, when they said, "lets go another level." It cringes me. I asked for more time. But how long more? I asked myself. They cannot wait for me for th...

assalamualaikum, readers.  It will be 2016 soon and I have promised myself that 2016 will be a year that I do good and new things. Technically, I played around for a year this year. At the same time, I gained some new knowledge and went on to a place I never been before. First time, spending my Raya at Perth, away from home, flight delayed and eventually managed to stay in perth for 3 days only but it's okay. I will come back next year! And the bestest thing that happened to me was my first umrah. I kind of regret that I didn't do much of ibadah when I was over there. Honestly, I miss Madinah & Makkah so much. I love the routine we had. The times when we had to go after our solat prayers. Our visiting. The times when I saw Ka'abah right in front of my eyes. Doing my tawaf. Nak lagi. Hiked up to Jabal Nur. And then, hearing the pegawai's stories especially when she said, "the best time to go is when last week of fasting month, going to raya time." S...

assalamualaikum, readers. Last Saturday, my good friend from primary school got married. She only did a small ceremony just a nikah at her place. She whatsapp-ed me two weeks ago. How time flies! We've been friends for 14 years and alhamdulilah, jodoh dia dah sampai dah. I was honoured to be able to go to her nikah. May allah bless your marriage, sayang!  Honestly, time is really going fast. My juniors are getting engaged. The young ones are talking about HDB flats and future wedding. And, I still want to talk about the old times. I still want to talk about the things we used to have. Am I the only one who wants to travel back to the time machine? Of course, I want to get married too but it seems that traveling plans has taken over that place for now. I haven't travel solo yet you know! With an increasing numbers of friends that got engaged, married and have plans for them, of course, I will be lying if I said, "oh, it does not bother me at all!" but I don...