álainn hijabi: SZulaikha

assalamualaikum, readers(:  Today, I faced another failure. It was tough. Going through once again. Seeing my results over and over again. Locked in my room and keep on crying. Because I expected it to be like that. Because the module bore me and I just want to get away with it but I couldn't. I was trapped with the decision that I made. I realized that I took things for granted. I took it easy hoping that Allah will grants me my wish without doing anything.  I forgot for once that Allah hears everything. In fact, HE knew everything right from the start. We plan it but HE decides it. I forgot his existence and I forgot to be grateful to him. I forgot him when I was happy or sad. I was too busy looking for something to make myself happy. In times like this, when I have my fall, when I face this again, then I remember Allah.  I should've learnt my lesson but I never did. I am that ungrateful. I wanted to be in a good books of others but not Allah. Now, isn't th...

assalamualaikum, readers. (:  Selalu cerita pasal kawan-kawan atau event-event yang berlaku dalam hidup aku kan. kenapa tetiba berbual melayu eh? ala, sekali-sekala why not? next post, omputih balik okay? janji! hehehe. so, post kali ini untuk ibu dan ayah walaupun dorang tak baca and dorang tak pernah tahu aku ada blog. Motif post ni? Saje je, ingin ingatkan diri aku tentang mereka. Macam aku cakap tadi, post ini khas untuk mereka.  Okay, sambung balik. Aku bersyukur sangat ada ibu & ayah. Sebab aku ada kawan-kawan yang takda ayah atau ibu. Jadi, aku bersyukur sangat. Dulu, aku tak rapat dengan ibu & ayah sebab aku membesar dengan bonda. Bonda adalah makcik aku yang menjaga aku sejak bayi lagi, sampai aku Darjah 4, 10 tahun. Ibu & Ayah ambil aku dari bonda untuk tinggal dengan mereka. Masa tu, aku benci gila dengan dorang sebab pisahkan aku dengan Bonda. Hari-hari kat rumah, mogok! Tak nak makan, tak nak cakap, semualah tak nak. Sampaikan bonda terpaksa t...

assalamualaikum, readers! Two days ago, I went to trek and had a picnic at the same time at the Singapore Quarry with the girls. It was such a good trek and picnic session with them. We don't need to go to expensive places all the time, you know. Sometimes, we can just go anywhere that does not require money and also benefit us in a way too. Alhamdulilah for that!  Had little talks with best friend while trekking. Played some bonding games together and laughing at the stupid mistakes I did while playing Heads Up. At first, I wanted to wear something fancy, luckily, I did not because if I did, I will be complaining about it due to the restrictions of the movement, you know. (:  While trekking, I managed to be awed by the nature. The narrow track. The daisies. Of course, the quarry! That was what I went there for. I wasn't prepared for this at all. Thought it was chicken mcnugget la this one. Can one! Oh boy, I was wrong. First, I don't have proper shoes. Secondl...

assalamualaikum, readers(:  The title sounds misleading ayyye?? Nopes, its not a relationship kind of thing or any other anniversaries. It is actually my third year of attending MCG Camp and my last year as a participant. I enjoyed being a participant more than anything else even though I knew what exactly their itineraries were. This year was the best out of all. I mean I am not saying that I don't enjoy the rest. I did but this year's made me feel happy, you know.  Because this year, the group was much more smaller and it was easy to communicate with everyone. (:  This year, my group was group 5.  I love how small we were and how everyone made an effort to be part of everything. The best thing we planned not to win anything and just enjoy ourselves. No pressure on anything. No competitions, nothing! But we won the best team or in other words, most enthusiastic group. Never expected it at all. We were so surprised because as I mentioned we don't intend to...

assalamualaikum, readers. (:  I know I owed you a post at least for my trip. It is still in my drafts as I am trying to gather more information. uh-huh, that is the truth! That aside, lets talk about travelling. About anything at all. If you don't know what is the meaning, let me share with you.  Travel Meanings:   1.  To   go   from   one   place   to   another,   as   on   a   trip;  journey. 2.   To   go   from   place   to   place   as   a   salesperson   or   agent. 3.   To   be   transmitted,   as   light   or   sound;   move   or   pass. credits to:  http://www.thefreedictionary.com/travel There you go! Of course, in my context, it is more to the first point. First of all, let me say this, I am not hinting at anyone or talking about anyone. So, if you are getting the vibe, we...