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BandYogya 2014.

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assalamualaikum, readers! This was in my draft for so longggggggggg. HAHAHA. I cannot remember the details of our trip and in the end, I decided to leave it in my drafts. I've released a video about it. It wasn't much and I tried to make the video not more than 5 minutes. I don't have any video editor app. I used to have macbook to edit the videos but macbook was sick. Still sick now. hahahaha. Thus, I made use of youtube video editor instead. I am still a beginner at it. But I enjoyed it. I get stress but once I start, I couldn't stop. HAHA.  Enjoy the video.  (: 

Stronger Than Before.

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assalamualaikum, readers (:  I have so many drafts but yet, it is all halfway done. I don't know what to type. I lost the momentum. These few weeks had been crazy. My phone had been buzzing due to whatsapps and emails were non-stop. Reason being, I am a producer for the Arena Pentas 2014 this year. I was lost at first, I took things lightly but now, I am enjoying it. I was having a breakdown last few weeks. Overwhelmed by everything that came at one go at me. I sent emotional texts to my friends. I don't know how to explain to them.  I wanted to cry but something is holding me back. Sleepless nights, school suffers, discipline was almost zero, I had barely time for myself. I barely breathing. Okay, I get stressed easily. Pressurized by things that I created in my mind. It is messed up because I think about everything at the same time.  I had the strong urge to give up every single time I got stressed. EVERY SINGLE TIME! However, I find myself, moving forward, co