Living with a Lie.
assalamualaikum, readers (: How do you cope with the feelings of missing someone greatly but he isn't there anymore? How do you cope with the feelings of longing when the person isn't there anymore? I want to forget him but the thought of him and then, remembering him how he makes me happy and makes an effort in everything he does in order to show me that I can trust him. It has been over. Long ago. 2 years or a year? I don't know but it felt that it was over so long ago. I used to keep our conversations, screenshot them and read it when I miss him. But, I deleted them cause it was unhealthy. Why am I looking at the conversations when he isn''t missing me? Why am I still clinging on to the hope that he will come back for me one day? I love pick up lines. I really do. And, he will make an effort for that and he will send me texts like "are you awakeee? I bet you look like an angel when you wake up." Instantly, it made me smile even though, I didn