21st.
I don't like flowers except for daisies. I began to love daisies since I was 20. Last year. A little too late for the love of daisies. A little too early for 21st birthday post because I will be in camp when I turned 21. I thought I will be doing something different this year but seriously, a camp on 21st??? Decision is made and I cannot go back on my words. I have no choice but to enjoy that rights? So here is a letter to myself. 21st on 4th June. Dear Siti Zulaikha, For the past 21 years, You've never expected anything from anyone. If that person gives you something, you will accept. If not, okay. Bukan rezeki kata orang. Alhamdulilah, you have a lot of nikmat that Allah gave it to you. Celebrate your birthday overseas. Checked! Had birthday parties. Checked! Masih ada orang yang ingat hari jadi tu dah kira okay la. Tidak perlu majlis besar-besaran, cukup sekadar diingati. Awak harus bersyukur. Tetapi, kalau ada nak buat besar-besar...