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I tried. 
I tried to know about you.
I tried to get close to you.

But, yet, you chose to stay away. 
You chose to let it go. 
You chose to deal it yourself. 

I signed up to stay but you signed up and chose "no-show".
It was supposed to be our deal. 
But you gave up without fighting. 

Years down the road, don't even start trying.
Past is past.
You made your choice and clearly I wasn't the one.

No second chance.  No trying again.  As I will be the one who will give up fighting without trying. 

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