1 Year.

assalamualaikum, readers. :)

This 6 september will be one year of me being a teacher assistant. I enjoyed this job greatly. Alhamdulilah, I can finally say that I found the job that I love and will like to continue to embark on. 

And, this is a Letter To Myself.
Dear Zu,
Happy 1 year of milestones whether it was mine or the kids. Happy 1 year of experiences that include school trip with the kids to Rainforest Kota Tinggi. Happy 1 Year of putting kids to sleep when they are insecure during the trip.  Happy 1 Year of exploring new things. Happy 1 Year of making new friends and building more friendships. Happy 1 Year to your newfound love, YOGA. Happy 1 Year of still committing to it even though, you have your lazy days. Happy 1 Year of learning new routines and behaviours with my kids. Happy 1 Year of staying still despite the bad days and salary difference. Happy 1 Year of juggling in between your theatre trainings and mentally/physically exhausted day at work, yet you are still dedicated to this. 

Happy 1 Year of bracing through heartbreaks and rejections, yet, still coming to work and have the energy to play and have patience for the kids. Happy 1 Year, Zu!

For the upcoming years, Zu, keep on learning, Zu. Don't ever give up. You wanted this back then and you got it now so let's make this work. Remember zu, you want to see the kids improve and be better than before. Keep on putting effort and learn about them. Help them sincerely, Zu. It's okay to have a meltdown sometimes, go travel, thats what holidays are for. 

You've found your safe space but keep growing and keep chasing knowledge. Take on risks. Go Zu, Allah ada, Allah jaga. 

Believe in Allah and in You. 

To more years of teaching in DCIS.
To more patience and milestones! 
:) 



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