Dear Nenek Bibi.

assalamualaikum, readers. 

I am sure you've heard the recent natural disasters that happened and also, prior to that, I have friends who lost their loved ones and I have been sending my love and condolences to them. Losing the people we love and when it repeatedly happen, we have to keep coming to terms that they are no longer here on this earth. No longer that figure that we see often at home or during gatherings/hari raya.

I lost mine in the midst of having Terminal 2 rehearsals and she was someone that I looked forward to meet when I went to Batam. Every single time I saw her and had conversation with her, my heart just swells with lots of love and happiness. Whenever we parted ways, she always say, "datang selalu, kenal saudara nanti kita dah takde, dah terlambat. Doa untuk nenek ye, jadi kita boleh jumpa lagi. "

and that, left just words. I looked up to her because she always on her zikir count. Wherever she was, she always zikir. She never forgets Allah at all times and I feel just calm when I was with her.

When I got to know, she passed away, I was happy that I know she will meet Allah in her purest form and I hope she will get to meet Allah, Rasullulah & all of the prophets in Heaven but at the same time, I feel sad too. I won't see her again. I won't hug her again. I won't kiss on the cheek anymore.

Al-Fateha for Nenek Bibi.


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