Over.

assalamualaikum, readers(:  Not officially over because of UT3. It is ongoing now. Finished my first paper which was Financial Accounting. Mixed feeling about it. I felt sick too. Finally, my first year is over. While my seniors are celebrating over their graduation, I am celebrating for end of year 1. Not a big deal to you. It is to me.

I've come this far. Tak pernah termimpi untuk masuk poly. I mean I had plans to go to poly to do what I want. But, betul la, orang cakap, "Kita merancang, Allah yang menentukannya." I dreamt to do psychology, to be specific, child psychology. I love kids. I am curious about kids who are intellectually disabled. Then, things took a turn in secondary school. I wanted to be in media industry. Not to act, to be in the production, to edit videos and all. I love to edit videos. Like a secret escape to another world. Like Narnia. No? Then, I discovered that I am not working towards them all. Slowly, I began to change again. If you follow my social sites, I was part of NDP last year. Well, I am always curious of NDP was so got myself involved as a performer.

The pay was little. Burned my weekends but the experience was unforgettable. Like of course, sampai tersangkut with one of the army man. Not having an affair or scandal like that ah with him. Not that bad. Some sort of a crush. With a chinese somemore you know. Hahahahaha, maju kaaannn.
I had a normal crush with this malay ah, but of course, he is not interested. He is also a typical one. Not the unusual one laa. Attached somemore. I backed out ahh. Then, my friends kept disturbing me with this chinese. Aiyaaa, everytime disturb me and him, who tak waver kan??  Slowly, dalam hati also, ader Gardens by the bay kannn(upgrade already!). Last day, then, get to take picture with him, after much hesitation and all, well, for keepsake. Dah tak jumpa whaaat.

(Not handsome to you laaa. not macho somemore,
aiya, just a crush, whaaat)

 Want to go home ahh, very funny onee.

(walking past by him)
Raihana: Eh, he look at you la.
Me: Where got, anyhow only.
Raihana: No la, really, say bye ahh. Last day what.
Me: Don't want ah, shy ahh.
Raihana: Haiya, tak mati what.
Me: *speaking to myself* This girl ah force only. Aiya, actually look once tak mati what.
(looked at him)

 He stared at me and smiled. Creepy righttt? Oh well, in the heart got gardens by the bay, not creepy laaa. Raihana kept bugging me to say something so I said this " See what? Bye ahh." Act tough sehh. In the heart, already got fireworks. Hahahaha. Then, he laughed. Oh so cuteee. Okay, shush.

You see ahh, from end of year 1 to my dreams that are just dreams to NDP to a sudden love story, okay just a crush. So, in conclusion, I just want to say I am glad its over. Laaa, tu je ke? ah'ah, tu je laa. Ala, kalau takder other stories ni, boring la. So, I just add just fun in it. hahahaha.

Okay, dah bye. Kena belajar bro. (:



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