Risk.


I did take a risk but I let it go too fast. 
I gave a chance but I was busy listing out his bad side rather 
than a good side.
Left him hanging without saying goodbye. 
Delete whatsapp and you know when that person makes me uncomfortable,
I can feel it but I don't explain it to him what made me 
uncomfortable.

When I looked through the text messages, 
I felt.... horrible. 
Why I did not take time to know him?
Why was I rushing?
Last time, little things do not matter to me at all.

When now, it matters, the other party does not take note. 
in fact, they overlooked it and thus, making me feel upset. 
because I treasured the little things and he don't . 

I can teach him to appreciate them but why I gave up so fast?
I can take other risks but why not this one?
Why??
Is allah telling me that he is not the one?


I am not sureee.


On repeaaat~ 

LYRICS:

She hides inside all day and sleeps until the evening news

Does her make up, takes it off, and shops online for shoes

She's trying to move on, she wants to start a life again

And she wishes things were different but she misses him too much to change



Stop spending all your time with chocolate ice cream 

Start living life like it's in IMAX 3D




It's a quarter to 12, get your ass out of bed

Put on a pretty dress, hit the beach, find a new man

And sing a song in the morning

With your peaches and coffee



Take a skinny dip, put your feet in the sand

There's nothing like a sunset with seagulls and friends

Sweet Baby James till the morning sun



He spends his time outside just taking walks and spacing out, remembering his lifelong dream

His name in shining white, big bright lights, the rock star life, so sad he thinks that it will never be

Now he's sitting all alone, waiting for someone to see

But the people come and go, nobody wants a pity party



Gotta make the most of what you can with your dreams

Cuz life is the best thing if you just let it breathe



It's a quarter to 12, get your ass out of bed

Put on your favorite jeans, hit the beach, be a new man

And sing a song in the morning

With your peaches and coffee



Take a skinny dip, put your feet in the sand

There's nothing like a sunset with seagulls and friends

Sweet Baby James till the morning sun



Scotch on the rocks doesn't do it for me

Like a cool autumn breeze, or a new tube of toothpaste

Or singing songs in the morning 

Yeah



It's a quarter to 12, get your ass out of bed

Put on that pretty dress, hit the beach, find a new man

And sing a song in the morning

With your peaches and coffee



Take a skinny dip, put your feet in the sand

There's nothing like a sunset with seagulls and friends

Sweet Baby James till the morning sun.

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